One of a Kind ...
Monday, November 10, 2008
Monday = Blue blue day
The clock on the wall of my room,right infront of me, shows that its 5 mins to midnight. YAY! Monday is gonna be over!!
Okay this is gonna be kinda kiddish or rather kinda superstitious,but to me,Mondays are really blue days! Mondays are those days where I will drag myself to work, furthermore it was raining damn heavily just now and I almost fell asleep again on my bed the moment I woke up.. yeah when it comes to Monday,I am always hoping and wishing that when I wake up,its still the weekends,but too bad that wish of mine will never come true...yeah I know it won't. ;P
Work was fine just now, as usual, I was doing some compilation of reports, did some replying of emails, joked around with my colleague, did some work again and discussed about some stuff again and did some work again. Not forgetting, chatting with my sweetheart on MSN.
Anyway I tend to drift away from the topic sometimes, pardon me for that. Well, what I wanted to say was,I believe in Mondays are blue ones...hehe..
So I never wear blue on Mondays! Sounds crappy but hell yeahh...Mondays are definitely not my favourite day of the week. I know I know you're gonna say its all in the mind...but trust me its locked there in my mind that Mondays are blue,lazy,sleepy,full of yawning,full of stretching,full of sighing,full of day-dreaming days. LoL But then today was not so bad because I met my sweetheart at the end of the day.
So all was good :)
Now gdnite to all of you, its 12.03am right now and I'd better head to bed, I would'nt wanna be tossing and turning like the day before yesterday where I really could not sleep and ended up sleeping only at 3am :( I ended up as a zombie at work.
Alridy, I'll definitely be back soon for more blogging, recently I have been thinking of having a haircut, no its not a bob, but kinda short one. Okay you will have to read my next post to find out more.... till then... tc everyone!!
Okay this is gonna be kinda kiddish or rather kinda superstitious,but to me,Mondays are really blue days! Mondays are those days where I will drag myself to work, furthermore it was raining damn heavily just now and I almost fell asleep again on my bed the moment I woke up.. yeah when it comes to Monday,I am always hoping and wishing that when I wake up,its still the weekends,but too bad that wish of mine will never come true...yeah I know it won't. ;P
Work was fine just now, as usual, I was doing some compilation of reports, did some replying of emails, joked around with my colleague, did some work again and discussed about some stuff again and did some work again. Not forgetting, chatting with my sweetheart on MSN.
Anyway I tend to drift away from the topic sometimes, pardon me for that. Well, what I wanted to say was,I believe in Mondays are blue ones...hehe..
So I never wear blue on Mondays! Sounds crappy but hell yeahh...Mondays are definitely not my favourite day of the week. I know I know you're gonna say its all in the mind...but trust me its locked there in my mind that Mondays are blue,lazy,sleepy,full of yawning,full of stretching,full of sighing,full of day-dreaming days. LoL But then today was not so bad because I met my sweetheart at the end of the day.
So all was good :)
Now gdnite to all of you, its 12.03am right now and I'd better head to bed, I would'nt wanna be tossing and turning like the day before yesterday where I really could not sleep and ended up sleeping only at 3am :( I ended up as a zombie at work.
Alridy, I'll definitely be back soon for more blogging, recently I have been thinking of having a haircut, no its not a bob, but kinda short one. Okay you will have to read my next post to find out more.... till then... tc everyone!!
Sunday, November 9, 2008
Let's talk about L.O.V.E
L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very, very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore
There are numerous of songs which are associated with love. Sad love songs, romantic love songs and etc...you name it.
Lets face it, there are always ups and downs in love life. I would say most people must've have sufferred in love once...or twice if they are unlucky.
6 years back,I had a friend who committed suicide because of love failure. I felt sorry for her and I think she should have talked about it to someone first before doing something rash,however,I believe she was in a state of mind where she must have felt that its the end of the world. I hope Nurhanah's soul rests in peace.
I believe there is a solution to each and every problem,it is just how we look at it. Previously, I am not like what I am now, I had very low self-esteem,low self-confidence and I give up very easily in life. But then, I told myself, why should I get sad on all these lil things that have happened to me, there are others who had sufferred more than I have obviously. Let bygones be bygones.
My boyfriend,Eddy and I have talked about our previous relationships very openly. We discussed what went wrong, what was he/she lacking or what we had lacked. Well, I had a number of relationships in the past and they all never failed to disappoint me. I have been through the worst relationship and I am really glad that I managed to get out of it and still moved on in life.I dated a few guys previously after the breakups,those guys I had dated had nothing lacking in them,some were intelligent and some were charming. But why, why do I only see them as a friend,nothing more than that? Why weren't I delighted when he calls me or when I received smses from him??
Recently, my boyfriend and I discussed about it again and we figured it all out. The one we lacked previously was 'Chemistry'. I believe when you meet that someone and theres chemistry, you both will get along well and then more to come in future. :)
Previously before I met my sweetheart, I got to know this guy who's very presentable,had a good stable career,very modest and down to Earth and his bonus point was he is a handsome chap. We dated twice and then he started calling me out often and of course any women would feel good but then the voices in my head told me that I am not into him,I am just out with him because I had a break up and I felt miserable and then good enough for me he came into my life. My friends were shocked when they came to know I avoided him and rejected his proposal. They said I'm nuts to not fall in love with such a person. Well, I told them, I like him as a friend and I don't look forward to meeting him so many times in a week. I really don't know why...I really don't look forward to being with him even though he was a really nice chap. I mean if you have feelings for that person, you would feel really happy whenever you meet him, you really look forward to that moment and you would feel very light-hearted about it,but in my case,I didn't. So that's that.
Later on in life, I was sitting in a train late at night, there was this guy who was sitting kinda opposite me, we both looked at each other and then I dozed off, now I am the sort of person who really really don't smile that often, I mean seriously, I am just born like that, I hardly smile unless I know that person well, you may think I'm a snob but then Ive heard from several of my friends that they had judged me too early when they thought I'm a snob. For me its simple, if you get to know me and you and I can click along,then we will have lotsa fun together. But again, not many of them can click along with me. Ok,anyway back to that incident, so I woke up when the train reached Woodlands and I realised that guy alighted too. I walked out of the control station and headed to the Bus Interchange,I was walking towards the seats areas when I saw him again, already seated there. We both smiled and I sat down, when the bus came, we both stood up and boarded similar bus and finally, we both talked in the bus!
From that day onwards, we meet each other like almost everyday. I don't know it just happened so fast, I really enjoyed being with him and we both spent time being together every single day like there is no tomorrow. That guy is Eddy. :) I guess there is chemisty between us.
I am very much in love now and I am glad I met him.Till now, I have never had the feeling where I have to drag myself to meet my boyfriend just to make him happy. At work, I would gladly wait till end of the day just to meet him. In short, I can never get bored of him. :P
And yeah, Love does makes the world go round!
Doubt thou the stars are fire;
Doubt that the sun doth move;
Doubt truth to be a liar;
But never doubt I love. ~ William Shakespeare
O is for the only one I see
V is very, very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore
There are numerous of songs which are associated with love. Sad love songs, romantic love songs and etc...you name it.
Lets face it, there are always ups and downs in love life. I would say most people must've have sufferred in love once...or twice if they are unlucky.
6 years back,I had a friend who committed suicide because of love failure. I felt sorry for her and I think she should have talked about it to someone first before doing something rash,however,I believe she was in a state of mind where she must have felt that its the end of the world. I hope Nurhanah's soul rests in peace.
I believe there is a solution to each and every problem,it is just how we look at it. Previously, I am not like what I am now, I had very low self-esteem,low self-confidence and I give up very easily in life. But then, I told myself, why should I get sad on all these lil things that have happened to me, there are others who had sufferred more than I have obviously. Let bygones be bygones.
My boyfriend,Eddy and I have talked about our previous relationships very openly. We discussed what went wrong, what was he/she lacking or what we had lacked. Well, I had a number of relationships in the past and they all never failed to disappoint me. I have been through the worst relationship and I am really glad that I managed to get out of it and still moved on in life.I dated a few guys previously after the breakups,those guys I had dated had nothing lacking in them,some were intelligent and some were charming. But why, why do I only see them as a friend,nothing more than that? Why weren't I delighted when he calls me or when I received smses from him??
Recently, my boyfriend and I discussed about it again and we figured it all out. The one we lacked previously was 'Chemistry'. I believe when you meet that someone and theres chemistry, you both will get along well and then more to come in future. :)
Previously before I met my sweetheart, I got to know this guy who's very presentable,had a good stable career,very modest and down to Earth and his bonus point was he is a handsome chap. We dated twice and then he started calling me out often and of course any women would feel good but then the voices in my head told me that I am not into him,I am just out with him because I had a break up and I felt miserable and then good enough for me he came into my life. My friends were shocked when they came to know I avoided him and rejected his proposal. They said I'm nuts to not fall in love with such a person. Well, I told them, I like him as a friend and I don't look forward to meeting him so many times in a week. I really don't know why...I really don't look forward to being with him even though he was a really nice chap. I mean if you have feelings for that person, you would feel really happy whenever you meet him, you really look forward to that moment and you would feel very light-hearted about it,but in my case,I didn't. So that's that.
Later on in life, I was sitting in a train late at night, there was this guy who was sitting kinda opposite me, we both looked at each other and then I dozed off, now I am the sort of person who really really don't smile that often, I mean seriously, I am just born like that, I hardly smile unless I know that person well, you may think I'm a snob but then Ive heard from several of my friends that they had judged me too early when they thought I'm a snob. For me its simple, if you get to know me and you and I can click along,then we will have lotsa fun together. But again, not many of them can click along with me. Ok,anyway back to that incident, so I woke up when the train reached Woodlands and I realised that guy alighted too. I walked out of the control station and headed to the Bus Interchange,I was walking towards the seats areas when I saw him again, already seated there. We both smiled and I sat down, when the bus came, we both stood up and boarded similar bus and finally, we both talked in the bus!
From that day onwards, we meet each other like almost everyday. I don't know it just happened so fast, I really enjoyed being with him and we both spent time being together every single day like there is no tomorrow. That guy is Eddy. :) I guess there is chemisty between us.
I am very much in love now and I am glad I met him.Till now, I have never had the feeling where I have to drag myself to meet my boyfriend just to make him happy. At work, I would gladly wait till end of the day just to meet him. In short, I can never get bored of him. :P
And yeah, Love does makes the world go round!
Doubt thou the stars are fire;
Doubt that the sun doth move;
Doubt truth to be a liar;
But never doubt I love. ~ William Shakespeare
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